Wow Wow !

Forgotten about my blog haha.
5 days more. Can you imaging it ! 5 days more. But im still crazy about it
Can I change my fate and Create something that no1 can create?
Hmms . Cant bah ~ hahaha why no confident on myself -.-
Sigh I love singing . Now i know myself that I only love singing and dancing.
Baking is my Second fav. Sigh!
How I wish I can change it before I was in this school.

7 days more !
as in 1 week more left.

Im bored to go school now and i hoping that i can find back myself.
slacking at home and facing the laptop is making me crazy too.
The thing i can do is blog.. blog.. blog.. watch anime and play games that all.
Or also some projects that i have to do for school .
I want to kill the time. But is hard .
I wanna find some hobby and thing i would like to join in.
Like singing is my favourite thing to do.
Baking also but the time keep rushing myself and making me stress.
Friendship kena crush like rubbish bin. SIGH!

Your can see my previous msg in blog.


"14 days ~ 13 days !
woot ~ hahaha no time to blog sia :Pkeep chatting widd my baobei laogong ^.^yay so happy he coming back singapore le !!!CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM :D "

NOW IM FREAKING OUT AND DYING TO SEE HIM !
I WAIT AND WAIT TILL I WANT TO CRY AND I WANNA KILL MYSELF .

EVERYDAY NO APPETITE TO EAT AND DRINK ! SLEEP ALSO CANT SLEEP WELL.
DREAM ALSO CANT DREAM PEACEFULLY !

MY HEART IS ACHING AND CRYING EVERYDAY. HAIS

hais

8 more days laogong den arrive to singapore.
im tired of it ! i miss my secondary school life.
GO school and come home and play games in the afternoon.
Dun have to do projects , speech , presentation , homework .... etc

NOW HAVE TO DO ALL THESE AND SO FUCK UP WITH THAT !
IM TIRED OF EVERYTHING NOW =.="
Never go school , get barred from exam w Mc or w/o MC den have to pay for the retest exam .
Everything is money money MONEY ! -.-"
Never get 2.0 point also cant get certificate. Hais.

I sick of it ! wanna kill myself liao =.=

hais
i feel like dropping out of school and give up. feel so stress.
Sure die earlier =.=" LOLs
anyone can comfort me? hais

Yo everyone!

Back tooo blogging today -.-
Kinda busy this few months.. NO ! is VERY busy :(
A lot of thing happen in school.
Just a small matter of thing only den want to break friendship widd me and say useless to patch back. and no point -.-
Wtf. I dont even know what i do sia. den kpkb at me. Sibei attitude. HOPE SHE REGRET!
She always scare her friend will betray her because her past friends all betray her. I dont know why they betray her maybe they hate her as her attitude sibei cb.
She dont even trust me as her friend . Last time still dare to say we are best friends .
Now lehs. say "USELESS TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN" . lame shit

Confirm go out sure no friends and no work mates.

Monday have to ask my friend to help me to settle at school -.-

I dont want to say about her but she keep on giving me attitude u know!
Offenced me when she talk to me. Like dont even care when im talking to her!

ytd still call me and shout . SAY i idiot and tmd? childish. 4 months older than me still act like a KID. -.- CMI sia.

Haiss. Dont know liao larhs. I verii emo this few days ! Tired of it.
HOPE EVERYTHING GO PEACEFULLY!

HOPE LAOGONG COME BACK ASAP . Really wanna hugg and chat widd him :(