karnina !

YOU THINK FOR YOURSELF LARHS!

i send you 3 mail to tell you to call me that day de.
you told me you bu xiao xin deleted away!
because you wanna put into ur file? pls larhs!
den those i mail u not important at all larhs. so this 3 mail can put in ur file
but u bu xiao xin delete away?
you wan delete den say. dun come and tell lies to me.
nb! you explain to me also no use ! CAUSE YOU'RE NOT TELLING THE TRUTH !
and this is not the first time you delete my mail !
IF YOU BU XIAO XIN DELETE. YOU SHOULD KNOW AND PUT IT BACK TO INBOX OR UR OWN FILE RIGHT!?
YOU DONT COME AND TALK JOKE WITH ME!
I SAY WHAT IS ANYTHING TO YOU?
DEN WE BREAK ALSO ANYTHING TO YOU RIGHT?!
DEN I DIE ALSO ANYTHING TO YOU LARHS. CORRECT?


I HATE LIARS!
YOU HAVE 100% HURT ME !
100% LIES TO ME!
100% DUN CARE ABOUT ME!

100% NO MOOD TO TALK !

SINCE YOU SAY ANYTHING. DEN I HAVE TO DISAPPEAR FROM YOUR HEART/LIFE!
CAUSE IS ANYTHING TO YOU!
I SAY THOSE WORDS. YOU ALSO SAY ANYTHING .
YOU DONT LOVE ME AT ALL BECAUSE YOU SAY ANYTHING !

20 days left !

laogong . If you going to HURT me ONE MORE TIME !
i will disappear from your life/heart forever.
i fucking no mood after looking at your msn !
you delete what i send you. forget it
i don't think you care about what i send you.
you keep making my tears drop ! i already buey tahan liao.
you only can see and hear that im cheerful. but my heart is full of sadness
and my heart is crying everyday!


You're Not Sorry Lyrics:

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cause its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no noo ooh
You’re not sorry no no noo ooh

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before

You’re not sorry no no noo ooh
You’re not sorry no no noo ooh

No, no, no, noo ooh
No, no, no, noo ooh
Ohh, ohh, ohh.
No. No, noo.

21 days left !

woot today went so many places hurr.
suey lah :X go out stomach pain . wan pangsaii haha !
now going orchard. so bo time to write :P
laogong call me hurr .. dun forget nehh .
ii waiting for urr call :D
x3s euu

hais no mood again ~
fucking no mood siia today !
why always im the one get hurt ! tired of living~
can ii take out my heart and throw away?! =.=
hais lonely + emo le larhs !
sad and angry !!!!!

22 days left !

hais dam fed up widd some seller ! tmd .
tml have to go so many place ~ cant relax . hais
sun go macritchie reservoir and walk.
bored larhs! im angry . no mood

23 days left !

aw !! today wake up. headache and dizzy @_@
boring. went out to get my mickey mouse hoodies
and bank transfer =.=" so tiring ! buy mega mac spicy ! hohoho
walao. dizzy til almost bank transfer wrongly? =.="
i wan my laogong larhh T__T sobbs
today no mood to play xdreamer maple. so tired

AW ! my laogong call me awhile and have to go do duty ~
sad narh. ii verii siian liao lor. he keep duty . bo bian
wait for him to back. hope he back le can peii me more bah :)
boring ~ sun i wan go macritchie reservoir again ! hehe
162 NL liao! dun think today can 170 bah ! sian lor.
almost wanna attitude my bf :x
no mood sia.

24 days left ~

WOOT ! My night lord level 160 liao ! bored ~
so siian. tml den chiong. hais ~
this week so busy !!! have to meet customer and supplier
sat more busy. must wake up early go harbour den go outram find customer/seller
den go yck get previous stocks. and go to amk give stock and money .
soooooo bussssy ! tml have to meet ppl at bishan 6pm. bank transfer 2 ppl =.="
tiring lar. laogong help wo T_T so lonely go out. no1 pei :(

25 Days left !!!

Today wake up so early siia ! Slp so late , wake so early =.=
Madness larhs! So tired. Never slp well and dint get to slp more.
Hahaha become Panda yiingg.
IM SO HAPPY ! My xdreamer maple lvl 200 ! rebirth liao
now lvl 127 Night Lord. so happy lurh ~ hehehes
hope can rebirth again ^_^

26 days left more ~

27 days left !

today wake up early ! go macritche reservoir WALK !!!
walk for 4 hours plus .. so tired lor.
haha but can excerise :P
the weather so hot nor.. now my leg so pain and suan ~
also walk the HSBC TreeTop! so HIGH ~
my 2nd times walking to HSBC TreeTop. after that saw a monkey !
wtf ! dunno wadd the monkey doing larh. so funny ~
haha got the pic ~ budd tired to upload lurhh .
nxt time wil upload in ! hohoho :O

28 Days left !!!

Yesterday never slp well . cause slp at Sat 7am plus in the morning .
Quarrel widd my laogong. haiss
so sad hur.. feel like dying. dun feel like living aniimore ~
Dunno wadd happen to me lorh.. =.="
like change to another person . i dont even know who i am now.
hais. EMO liao ~ BORED !!!
cant wait to see my N lvl results >.<"

29 Days left !

today went out ! go meet my supplier at cck.
omg the wheather so HOT nor! walao eh..
so dulan about customer =.="
went to NYP meet korkor. hehe so he can bring me home ^^

30 DAYS LEFT !

1 more month ~ my laogong will be back!
hohoho! today bo go work again .. cause nothing to do .
boring larhhs . holidays so boring de

31 DAYS LEFT!

yay ! today my gan meii ishh back ~ from KL !
happy wor~ keke. sian nor ~
today bo go WORK! *cough*
dunno mama and papa will angry ma!? ><"
lalalalala ~ rottingg . today chiong from 143 to level 163
woot ~

32 DAYS LEFT!!!

woot ! today finally go work ! :x so tired hur ~
missing uu lor laogong ! lalalas ~
today wake up so late . hohohoho !

33 DAYS LEFT !!!

boringg nor! walao eh sibei sian larh. missing my laogong so much nor!
faster come back T_T saturday went to watch magadasar 2 sooo NICE
hehes. waiting for you ~ i'm waiting for you ~ waiting for you come back from oversea ~
LMAO =x

34 DAYS LEFT !

siian. today daddy wake me up to go for a walk to exercise. budd ii cant wake =.="
wanna wake up budd hard lorhs. verii tired hahas!
sleep until noon. *cough* went to amk to bank transfer and update book~
den go back home and go VIVO CITY ! haha sat went to vivo. sun also !
Daddy so good! Buy $189 Guess bag ! omg i like the bag so much.
Mummy also got :D happy !
eat alot today. cause no mood.. feel so lifeless and tired :x
boring~

35 DAYS LEFT !

WOOT! first day on playing private maple lvl 82 liaos. seconday 127 liao.
but still abit sian narh. cause gan meii going KL today. BORED
wanna train widd her. hope she back soon.
hope my laogong back soon too ! bleahs
35 days left siia. boring life :X

37 Days left

Nb ! today so fking no mood! karnina chaocheebai ! dont wish to tok to anyone!
tmd buey song den dun chat wid me!
yay! playing private maple widd my gan meii . hehes
was so fun. so fast lvl ~

38 DAYS LEFT!

wah ! went out at 12.40am plus.. while going out from the house to buy food den parent just back home le, mama drive us to fernvale KouFu to buy some food. should be korkor but korkor sick. but he tag along wid us too :D
Go there first thing i will do is S.A.M den go bank transfer. After that go buy fishball noodles and 4 Fried prawn dumpling (forgot wadd the name liao) is dimsum laii de ~ my favourite!
Share widd korkor . hehe!! SEE! ii so good hor :X
back home liao. First thing is email den my korkor on indiana jones ( found it at parent's room ) , cause korkor havent watch but i watched it widd my laogong le :X
love tt show lor! so willing to watch second times. so niceee ~
korkor go on it while im emailing. after tt go eat and watch norr ^^
hate to eat supper :X cause will grow FAT! SADD T_T

Boringg!
39 DAYS LEFT !

Today never go anywhere. Stay at home and watch Azumanga-Daioh.
Cause my 2 didi watching it. haha so peii them watch awhile..
den go back to my room and play maple norr. so siian narh!!!
today bo go work again . *Cough*
i wan my laogong back singapore. so he can pei me! T_T
39 days more lorhs!!! walaos.
20mins more den 38 days ! *Grrrs*
waiting for the time to fly ~

Woot! 40 Days MORE!
Yesterday went to walk walk at about 11 plus. -nite time-
from my house walk to bowen sec sch [ my sch ] to the nearby petrol station.
den kor's friend come and fetch us home.
reach home about 12 plus -midnight-.
hmmms thinking of going 2nd round. from my house to eunos !
hahahaha. today meet a customer , already become my friend.
she so nice! she buy my hair wig at $40. $2.50 is transport fees. cause i late so i dint charge her.
but she stil pay me $41. hmmm and give me a cute stitch tt can squeeze when im stress , angry or sad!

Hais
My laogong say the 3rd TIMES again. "Den Don't call lor".
fk siia ii really buey tahan nor.
ii cant even laugh when my kor making funny things?
i laugh is wrong ar? he don't wan me sad. den now don't want me laugh?
wth is this larh. ii dam dulan and sad! my heart gonna burst liao lor!
hais. uu treat me so good. so ii treat uu good too.
now uu give me this kind of attitude. SUA !
ii can give uu back those attitude tt u give me!
ii try to control my temper and change to another person bcause of HIM!
ii really don't understand wadd he are thinking larhs!

That time , quite long bahh 2007 ii guess . he want me to say those words from my bottom of my deep heart, cause he don't know what im thinking. den he angry and say me! stil give me attitude siia. diiaOs!
Now i tell him those words from my bottom of heart. he also not happy? LOLS
Don't want tell and tell him still the same wadd.
BUEY SONG? den don't talk about my words from my bottom of my deep heart can liao. so? NO ARGUE!
ii already unhappy about everything.

HOT SIA! -.-

Today was a boring day again !
But got cake from my laogong again. HAPPY SIA
that deliver person is a lady -.-
What the fuck? she no patient den dun deliver larhs. idi0t !
Give me wadd jia0 bin. Puiss Service sarkS!


Nice and Delicious Cake .
Took it , Once i get it . LOLs

41 Days left !

Today wake up. Same thing again
wait for laogong's call den
brush teeth , wash face and tidy my bed.
Boring. now waiting for my [ANOTHER] cake from my laogong l0ls !
All The Way , i keep talking about my laogong :P


My birthday 21 oct.
Delivery time 20 oct at night time [ forgotten wadd time ]
Delivery man is a young guy driving AE86? OMG so dam NICE! [ i mean the car ]
On the song so loudly . LOL
later laogong jealous *

*Cute Bear widd Lovely Flowers

*Chocolate

*1KG Mango Cake

*A Card

Oh my gosh ! The cake and chocolate so delicious @_@

Oh My Gosh!!!

42 days left !!!

im waiting for my laogong to back singapore.
bored and boring now!
missing him so much now.
saturday have to wake up so early , go AMK meet friends den orchard
BORING! 2.30pm meet my maple meii for her collection and payment.
denn go jy . den go home ferr BBQ! shi0k :x
ii guess ii dont eat too much better . * BLEAHS

Friday 7 Nov 2008

missing my laogong so much , hais at home doing nothing .
thought of going work ? ya but feel tired . so today rest bah
no mood also.

* Haiss , today quarrel with my laogong in the phone!
So angry about him . that time say "since you like don't wanna talk to me.
then i shall not call you lor". 2 TIMES liaos !
ii buey lun liaos!